yucky

Feelin' kinda yucky right now. I guess I am spoiled bc I thought that I was doing really well at my painting, but this other person won for best painter and first place at the show. They just do nude figures and that's all....no imagination...just techique. I guess that's what people like around here.
I guess when you go a while without being appreciated by your peers for your art it gets to you. I guess its only natural to be envious of others that have things come to them so easily. I'll get over it, but for now I'm wallowing in self pity lol