Engagement photos

Yes, we are already married, but I don't have all the wedding photos yet. But I do have the engagement photos. They were taken by Encre Photography in Tulsa. They turned out pretty cool.

Going to Meetings

My "husband" *wife ;)* and I have been going to a gender outreach meeting every week and it has been wonderful for us. Everyone there is so nice and warm. There are people there from various age groups and situations. We just discuss various issues and such that have to do with life as a trans person. I honestly have never seen anything "wrong" with being transgender or transsexual or whatever. I do not look at these people are "sick" or anything remotely close to that and I really cannot understand how anyone can. They are just people trying to live their lives as happily as they can. So be more understanding and open your heart and mind; spread love and support.

I feel crazy

I had a panic attack this morning.  I need to feel love and support right now, not anger. I feel that some people need to get their own self confidence in check before they attack the ones they love. I seek advice elsewhere bc I feel like there is a very skewed view on things surrounding me, but then it comes back to bite me on the ass. And some things are my own business. that's why I am not going into specifics here. I made mistakes by sharing too much, but I guess I was seeking a line out of this funk. I guess i cannot do that anymore. But it feels good to have an outlet like this. Just to write and get it all out because I am not the best at talking.