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I would love to publish news on my blog, just to spread the word.
Thanks everyone!
-Mery
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Being Held Back By My Ratty Ol' Brain
I am teaching myself to not envy what others have. Mostly in their ability to handle change such as moving away, losing friends, changing environments (ie graduating college), starting a new job; all these things terrify me. I need to come to terms with the fact that its just going to be harder for me. I guess I just don't like the thought of others thinking that I am not ambicious or talented enough to move to New York or somewhere of that nature. The thought of moving away from my family, friends and my familiar environment frightens me to the point of numbness. I know that I would eventually get used to it, but I do not want to have to go through it. So, I come up with various reasons to stay where I am: I like the ppl here, there's a small, tight-nit art community I would enjoy contributing to the growth of, Tulsa really isn't a bad place to live...plus it isn't in the cards to move now that I am married. Kris does not want to move, and who says I have to just to be an artist? "I can make it work" is what I tell myself.
My main reason for wanting to move someday though is that I love cold weather (I know I know...weird me). I want to move somewhere that never gets above 65 degrees...I really dislike Oklahoma summers...
Anyway, I probably need to get out and help others, I think that will help me build much-needed self-confidence. To stop worrying about myself and if others perceive me as dumb or stupid because of the way I am.
Anyway, here are some symptoms of Asperger's. For my own benefit, I highlighted parts in yellow that sound exactly like me, parts in blue that somewhat sound like me (in a way), and other parts in red that do not sound like me. If this sound like you, seek a professional. Also, if you would like some advice on how to stop being envious, here is a link: http://briankim.net/blog/2006/10/how-to-stop-being-envious-of-others/
Impaired Language Skills
Impaired language skills is a common symptom of AS in adults. These individuals can have difficulties with verbal reasoning and problem solving. They may only think in concrete and literal terms, and have a hard time thinking abstractly or hypothetically. An adult with Asperger's syndrome often uses language as a way to relay facts, information and statistics, and not as a way to talk about feelings, beliefs or emotions. Adults with AS tend to sound robotic, scripted or monotone when speaking. They often talk abnormally fast, and repeat words and sentences multiple times. Adults with Asperger's syndrome may have trouble controlling the tone or volume of their voices. An example would be an individual who speaks too loudly during a movie, unaware that it is disturbing to other people.
My main reason for wanting to move someday though is that I love cold weather (I know I know...weird me). I want to move somewhere that never gets above 65 degrees...I really dislike Oklahoma summers...
Anyway, I probably need to get out and help others, I think that will help me build much-needed self-confidence. To stop worrying about myself and if others perceive me as dumb or stupid because of the way I am.
Anyway, here are some symptoms of Asperger's. For my own benefit, I highlighted parts in yellow that sound exactly like me, parts in blue that somewhat sound like me (in a way), and other parts in red that do not sound like me. If this sound like you, seek a professional. Also, if you would like some advice on how to stop being envious, here is a link: http://briankim.net/blog/2006/10/how-to-stop-being-envious-of-others/
Impaired Language Skills
Impaired language skills is a common symptom of AS in adults. These individuals can have difficulties with verbal reasoning and problem solving. They may only think in concrete and literal terms, and have a hard time thinking abstractly or hypothetically. An adult with Asperger's syndrome often uses language as a way to relay facts, information and statistics, and not as a way to talk about feelings, beliefs or emotions. Adults with AS tend to sound robotic, scripted or monotone when speaking. They often talk abnormally fast, and repeat words and sentences multiple times. Adults with Asperger's syndrome may have trouble controlling the tone or volume of their voices. An example would be an individual who speaks too loudly during a movie, unaware that it is disturbing to other people.
Inability to Empathize
A common symptom of Asperger's syndrome in adults is the inability to empathize with others, according to the Mayo Clinic. Adults with AS tend to lack sympathy and compassion for other people. They are often unable to interpret facial expressions, gestures, intentions or emotions, which causes them to appear rude, egotistical, selfish and insensitive to others. Adults with Asperger's syndrome may have a hard time looking at things from a different perspective because they do not understand what someone else is thinking or feeling. An example of the inability to empathize would be an individual who tells someone to quit whining about the loss of a family pet.
Resistance to Change
Resistance to change is another symptom of Asperger's syndrome in adults, according to the Asperger's Association of New England. Adults with AS usually prefer routines and schedules. Changes in schedules, routines and/or rituals can cause them anxiety and stress. Familiar objects and settings often provide a feeling of safety for AS sufferers. An example of resistance to change would be an individual who becomes extremely agitated when his manager changes his job responsibilities at work.
Impaired Social Skills
Adults with AS have impaired social skills, according to the Adult Asperger's Association. They can have a hard time making friends and interacting with people in social settings. Adults with Asperger's syndrome may appear awkward, quirky and out of place at social gatherings. They may engage in lengthy conversations unaware that the person to whom they are speaking is trying to change the subject or exit the conversation. These individuals tend to talk at people instead of talking to people. Many times adults with Asperger's syndrome will make inappropriate comments because they are unable to understand voice tone, facial expressions and body gestures. Adults with AS often have a hard time "reading" people and understanding humor. They may not know the right thing to say or the correct way to behave, and may unintentionally upset the people around them. An example of impaired social skills would be an individual who says something insensitive about a co-workers weight in the middle of an office party.
Inability to Control Feelings
Adults with Asperger's syndrome have problems controlling their feelings, according to Joy de Vries, R.N. and webmaster of the website Asperger Advice. They tend to get angry, depressed and overwhelmed easily. Changes in routines, the inability to communicate with people, and feelings of isolation can cause extreme anxiety and low self-esteem in adults with Asperger's syndrome. In addition, certain sights, sounds, tastes, smells and textures can cause intense reactions in these individuals. An example of the inability to control feelings would be an individual who becomes hysterical when he hears dogs barking. Another example is when an individual becomes so angry that his favorite television show was canceled that he throws the television out of the window.
Intense Specialized Interests
According to the Better Health Channel, adults with Asperger's syndrome tend to have very intense time-consuming specialized interests. These individuals usually become experts in one or two areas and excel in their chosen careers because they choose jobs that best fit their interests. They are often referred to as eccentric, which sometimes causes social isolation. An example of an intense specialized interest would be someone who spends long amounts of time studying science and statistics, but has little interest in anything else.
Challenges with Higher Level Thinking
The Asperger's Association of New England states that adults with Asperger's syndrome tend to have challenges with higher level thinking. They have a hard time following a task or activity from the beginning to the completion. Adults with AS often do not know how to successfully organize, initiate, analyze, prioritize and complete tasks. These individuals are unable to think ahead to the possible end result. They focus on details and find it challenging to look at the big picture. An example of challenges with higher level thinking would be an individual who is unable to envision what he will be doing ten years from now.
Problems with Non-Verbal Communication
Adults with Asperger's syndrome may have problems with non-verbal communication, according to the National Institute of Neurobiological Disorders and Stroke. They display awkward body gestures, inappropriate facial expressions and/or an odd stiff gaze. They rarely look people in the eye and do not display any form of joy such as smiling, winking or hugging. An example would be someone who appears lifeless when greeting a relative.
Read more: http://www.livestrong.com/article/126433-aspergers-symptoms-adults/#ixzz1HOa809QZ
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Gettin' All Riled Up
I read some comments on a video about trans people and it upset me so much. I shouldn't let it do that, because you really can't change ppl's opinion unless it directly effects them, but that's just it: IT DOES NOT DIRECTLY EFFECT THEM!!!!
Why contribute to the hate just so you can continue to be afraid of what you don't understand?
I guess it just baffles me bc in my own little world, the "taboo" subjects in society don't seem to really effect me that much; as long as you're not hurting anyone, then so what?
There is so much miscomunication and misunderstanding in the world, I wonder how we have continued to survive. How have we not all killed each other by now? LOL
Anyway, for those who accept and keep an open mind, I commend you! The world is a better place because people like you are in it. Keep on keepin' on.
Why contribute to the hate just so you can continue to be afraid of what you don't understand?
I guess it just baffles me bc in my own little world, the "taboo" subjects in society don't seem to really effect me that much; as long as you're not hurting anyone, then so what?
There is so much miscomunication and misunderstanding in the world, I wonder how we have continued to survive. How have we not all killed each other by now? LOL
Anyway, for those who accept and keep an open mind, I commend you! The world is a better place because people like you are in it. Keep on keepin' on.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Our Wedding Video
Humor me and give these a watch...they're not very long and if you love Paul or the Beatles, some great music is playing! Enjoy!
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